Ramblings of a Pigaboo

How was your first moment of walking into Year 2012? Did you feel the bad feelings of leaving Year 2011 and at the same time, was on cloud nine to welcome the first seconds of Year 2012?

I couldn’t remember the feelings I had during the welcoming of Year 2011 last year, so this year I decided to blog about it; hoping this feeling will last in my mind.

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We did not rocks in the clubs as usual, but chose to be in Library, Subang with Terence Teng and friends. I would say, it was quite boring; not as happening as it used to be; maybe we were in pretty conflict of minds while welcoming them. The day itself, we just quarreled over petty matters and got over it after that.:)

I hope my dad, my mum, my brother, my grandma and people around me have the best health, wealth, and happiness in their life. I put health first, because I realised without it, nothing else concerns. Being healthy is so so so so so important than having a big bungalow, driving in a lamborghini or flaunting with a Hermes. Just when I am starting to accept the fact that I am gonna hit 30s soon, my body machines tend to be weaken. I am now starting to consume more supplements, healthy food and minimizing the consumptions of alcohols - my favourite!

Wealth & happiness to me, goes concurrently! :) I would rather cry in a Audi than in a Malaysian made car. :P That's what my best friend says.

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I hope to have a miracle in my relationship, in searching back the miracle feelings that we once had. The other day, I was talking to my colleague, who is going to get married without a marriage proposal. She just thinks they should get married because it's time to walk onto the stage. At that point of time, I can't accept he rpoint of thinking. To me, marriage is very important. Its an acknowledge of commitment from a man to the woman. It's a lifetime promise.
As a Virgoan, I expect my man to propose me from the bottom of his heart; not necessarily an extravagant one, but a romantic one. Something truth from his heart that wants US to be together.

But later, as time passed, I guess I have started to be lenient...not to have high expectation because when you choose people, at the same time, you are being chosen. And most importantly, our parents will be the happiest person to see the children moving onto another stage. I hope, my parents will be the happiest father and mother to watch me grow, to watch me walking down the aisle with a man I called, Husband...and in searching of my lifetime happiness with him..

So, what's a marriage proposal? It's just a bonus, I guess...

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I hope my Maxxi & Toby stays healthily. I can't resist to smile each time I take look at my boys photos everyday at work, and immediately those frustrations lift off my shoulder. They are like, my pillar of strengths that keep me going because, I want to give a better life to their 10-years life. Maxxi, understands me very well. He sleeps with me, waited me patiently outside the room, wakes me up from sleep, barks at me, plays with me - he uses his own way to communicate with me.

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The first day of 2012, I had a tiring & exhausting day. I am here blogging after been standing and “instructing” the boyfriend to carry this and that because today is the shifting house for Henry and his family. Shifting house is never an easy task tho. Now, I just wish someone could massage both my legs, bring me a cup of ice blended cuppocino, and the boyfriend to company me for a movie at home. 

But well, reality is always hurtful. The boyfriend is busy with works now, while I am alone….yea, with my dogs. 

2012 – You better be good. I will be an even better person.

Xoxo