This morning, my brother texted me.
"Don't know where to go. Very dulan now. Grandma want to eat vege."
I replied.
"Old people is like that. Is our responsibility anyway. You might not have the chance to do it anymore in few years time.:
Because, that reminds me of Grandpa Simon when he used to ask me to drive him to get some take aways, especially his favorite chicken rice shop nearby, I was very reluctant. I did it away, but was very unwilling. I showed him "black face", slammed the door, did many dirty things that knew I did not like it but he still ignorant to it knowing I was just a kid back then...
I missed Simon. I missed him deeply because he was with me for 25 years. I was the only female grandkid he loved most. But I was too young, and I never got the chance to be filial to him.
I wished, I could more for him. Talked to him, bring him out to his favorite places, even if it was boring to me, show him good movies, even though it was not my favorites, make him happy knowing his happiness with us is very limited..
The day when he left us, I missed him most. I still remember vividly those last times he was with us, and being carried away. It was the most regret things I done in my life.
The ol's says, birth, old, ill, death is necessary in life. To deal with all these, I guess it's not easy at all. We are not afraid of dying at all, but what we afraid most, is when our loved ones leave us one by one, or when we leave the world one day, what we leave behind is only the presence memories to our loved ones on earth..
The day when he left us, I missed him most. I still remember vividly those last times he was with us, and being carried away. It was the most regret things I done in my life.
The ol's says, birth, old, ill, death is necessary in life. To deal with all these, I guess it's not easy at all. We are not afraid of dying at all, but what we afraid most, is when our loved ones leave us one by one, or when we leave the world one day, what we leave behind is only the presence memories to our loved ones on earth..
